[25 Jun 2008|11:57pm] [ mood | hot ] apartment apartment where can you be? can you even HEAR ME????? anywhoo modelings still be on a halt.... except for this masterpiece.... matthewhanlon.com/famous ugh amazing. me and the boyofmydreams worked on it and it was definitely a beautiful expirrience working together and creating beauty. i want to do it again s bad............. well my livejournal my dear i owe ya.... just need to take care of so many things... lotsa growing up on my to-do list........ tll then i wll be m.i.a post comment

piece of shit [26 May 2008|05:27am] [ mood | aggravated ] piece of shit. technology is bound to fail. so apple has some crappy update for your iphone and i try to update and guess what? in the middle of my piece of shit update my piece of shit computer turns off. cu ya know it just felt like turning off. and it fucked up the piece of shit iphone update process and now my piece of shit iphone just shows a piece of shit apple logo and wont do anything!!!! but vibrate twice every 5 seconds. UGHHHH! and i have tried everything but throwing it and slamming it againt the piece of shit wall. oh and i cant even make a piece of shit phone call let alone see ANYTHING othe rthan that piece of shit apple logo. apart from the technological misery i am going through i just finished watching the ending of season six sex and the city..... ahhh what a masterpiece. ok so i am giving modeling a brizzeak. maybe a few weeks. and i am focusing on saving up all my pennies for me and vickies plans... and hitting the gym. very much often. such as tomorrow. need to. i have been slacking. not slacking but fullfilling my saturday and sunday that i spoke about in ::::stops to try iphone again. no fucking luck:::: my previous entry. ugh this iphone shit is pissing me off. jeez louizzz i am this close to doing the following: - slam my phone against any hard surface - remove my myspace "pinnmeup" layout and  have a default one. it sickens me. F U C K    A P P L E sorry for not being little miss sunshine. post comment

Saturday and Sunday. [10 May 2008|07:39pm] [ mood | tired ] i want a day. actually, greedily enough I want two days. Let's call these two days I long for Saturday and Sunday. On Saturday I will wake up at 3pm. Stay in my pjs. Wake up to breakfast in bed thanks to my mom. Rent "I am legend" and watch it in my mommys room with my mommy my sister and a big bucket of kettle corn. Loungin'. Then play 2hours straight of mario kart. Unlock the most difficult of the difficult. Maybe even wi-fi it and battle some dude named yin with a "golden wheel". And beat yin. Then after my victory pull open the laptop. Work on the p.o.p layout. Completely finished the p.o.p layout. Edit couple of model pics and upload em. Turn off the comp and watch family guy and I love Lucy and doze off to sleep without evevn noticing....... I'll wake up Sunday. At 6am and head to the lower east side. Get to apartment 3b. And gently wake up a certain skink tattooed bushy haired boy with a soft kiss on the forehead.... *what happens between these asterisks is NR-17*.... Fall asleep in his arms.. Wake up around 4pm. Play some video games, board games, and watch movies we have promised each other over and over again. In the mddle of the last movie we will interrupt our viewing pleasure by a srious wrestling tournament. Which I will claim victory. One thing will lead to another and after THAT goes down we fall asleep. Me once again in his arms praying for another Saturday and sunday.... But unfortunately these days won't be hppening. At less not anytime soon. Instead I'll spend my saurdays waking up extra early for work. Running around the city looking and stressing myself over canceled edible arrangements and stores that do not sell bathrobes. Come home just for an hour and a half in which I spend my time fixing my hair for a photoshootall thr way in the bronx whiich I am late for instead of cuillin with my mom. Go to the phtotshoot pose for three or four hours and come home when everyone is dead asleep and I am drained. Back to reality. Oh there goes gravity.... 2 comments|post comment

First iPhone post [08 May 2008|03:41am] [ mood | happy ] Not to be an apple ad here but I don't think I would b were I am now without my iPhone. Jeez. That about sumsbit up though. I just finished explaining to vic how insane I am about him. Sigh. Nothing special today. Just had work. Unfortuntely culdnt go to the gym today due to the lack of running shoes. But its ON tomorrow. Try have this like "strip pole workut" class. That'll be fun. Oh man I have ridiculous amounts of shoots this month. ALOT. It all starts on Friday I am pretty psched about that shoot. The photographer is yuong but talented and I will be dressed upbvery simple. Then I have a shoot with nelson again. We had a whole bunch of ideas hopefully well have enigh time to do em all. Lishas gonna be doing my makeup ugh I live her mac products!!!! Then I have this gothic kind shoot next week then after that a football themed shoot and then the list goes on and on..... Mothers day coming up. Taking mommy dear out to eat at sea just me and her. And getting her a bouqtluet from edible arrangements. That'll rub her the right way hopefully. And my fams having like this mothers da BBQ or something. My thumbs are getting tired. So are my eyes. Plus its time for some mario kart. Don't have to get up early tomorow pus have to get ready for antoines game night! Hahaha ugh I miss vic. I missed you livejournal. post comment

gorgeous day. [07 May 2008|03:37am] [ mood | hot ] i need to pee. k just finished on a few .p.o.p.banners. heres one that still stuck to my clipboard http://i30.tinypic.com/2zrm7ib.jpg  just waiting to see what kelly thinks of em. hopefully she'll like em!!! anywhooo had an amazingggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg day with my babylove. got my haircut has lunch and some sweets watched the sunset made an oath and went to bluemangroup!!!! beyooooooouuuu tee ful day!!! stephie needs sleep now. UGH im crazy about him <3333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333!!!! 2 comments|post comment

ok so long itme no see once MORE [06 May 2008|03:00am] i promise i will update you more often!!! ok lets see i forgot how to go about this.... well today i worked. um then hit the gym? UGH I LOVE THE FREAKIN GYM! except for the fact that women just LOVE to walk around butt naked in womens locker rooms. womens of ALL shapes and sizes. sigh. the sight of this is quite awkwardly disturbing maybe its just me???? but the yoga pilates sauna treadmills personal blow dryers make up for all the bushy cooochies!!! anywhoo. i have plenty of shoots comin up yay :) busy busy busy may!!! and schools done in a matter of days so more time for vic gym and shoots yayaayayayayayayayayayyyyyyyy AND I HAVE MORE TIME TO WORK ON MY LOVELY LAYOUTING.$$$$$$ make some extra cashcashcash cuz cream yeah! sometimes i wonder if i have a sign on the back of my head telling people to talk to me. and i dont just mean like hit on me kind of talk but just ANY talk. i dont know but i really love those train rides ::::vic called:::::  where i just like chill and listen to music and think and fix myself and brainstorm shoots and just do ME. NOTTTTT the ones where i have random people whom i may or may not know just start random conversations with me. uggggghhh. i may sound like the only bitch right now but hey t least i am an honest bitch.  anywhoo i "professionalized" my info on my lovely little networking website. ahh i am so proud :) im also very proud of victor. hes been doing sooooo good at illustrator. i am so proud and slightly sercretively jealous. i make up my own words. so i started taking diet pills. no one agrees with this i have no idea why????? maybe because in a few days i will end up with thighs the size of my arm and a waist of a 9 year old. a skinny nine year old. maybe thats what i WANT??? maybe ? actually no its not. or is it? i want a zelda movie. yes marvel get your little fame blablablah but i htink zelda will steal the show. o man i will be so zeldad out its not even funny. ugh! today i wore a pretty low cut v neck shirt and realize d that a triforce tatoo between my right and left ones wouldlook fantabulous!!! but blank canvases are sooo desired in this field...... decisions decisoins. too bad i dont act on impulse. oh man too bad. ps fuck spelling. its my blog and i will be dyslexic if i want to. just here though. character is what you are when no ones looking i guess? post comment

[10 Mar 2007|04:03am] yoyoyoyoyoyoyoy spent the day at home with the husband <3 saw3. ice cream. rosas. kissys. sweats. love.<3 i thought i felt like writting guess not? 1 comment|post comment

[06 Mar 2007|04:34am] [ mood | sleepy ] i lost my handbag today but i didnt loose my sanity <3 thanks to my babe and my jacket :) tiz 434 ahhhh no work yes workOUT dope, fones retarded eyelids heavy heavier...... heavier......... heavier............... ................ post comment

[20 Feb 2007|08:37pm] [ mood | happy ] [ music | babys snoring zzzzZZZZzzzz ] ayeooo at the home lounging no work for me today <333 i love days like this. i miss days like this :( but the money feels good... aww my hunnypoosweetypiebabyboo is sounf asleep right next to me.. <33 he snores madd od lol madd cute <3 i took a pic of him with my phone lol <3 so yea i work tomorrow awww me my baby my sis and my lil cousin all played parchese that my baby boo bought me and we got our ass whooped by these lil girls lol madd funnnyyy fuck this comps about to die ... getbackat yaaaaa<3 post comment

@ the jay oh bee [19 Feb 2007|04:22pm] [ mood | cold ] [ music | prince // cream [eh]=\ ] wutup wutup yo im at my job and its fuckin freezin :(:(:(:( damn yo i miss vic od i duno why i just saw my boo last nite lol i hope he woke up in time to go to his first day at starbuxxxxxxxx <3 its brick at my job i hate this shit... anywhooo <3 so like tell me how i woke up at 1120 this morning and i have to be at work at fuckin 12 lol im crazy and i actually MADE IT... well i came like 5 mintes late but fuck dat i made it... i took a cab to the L train then hopped on the L... madd lcuky yo i woulda been fired since i didnt show up yesterday or anything lol.... anyways im rockin my blazer madd cute lol i actually am very fond of my job.. its SO chill we could put whatever music we want and they dont bitch THAT much nd its in noho. not bad its just that ugh i could do so much better pay ,,,, anyway i have this temporary infatuation with smoothies/shakes. like today im having a "brainteaser" compose of strawberries chocolate peanut butter granola and soy milk... mmmmmm <3 im feenin for this cold to leave so like last nite i was walking home from my boos house and my thighs got o fuckin cold. that they felt like they were burning. thats never happened to me before thats mad scray they really felt like they were on fire madd crazy. i got 12 minutes left on my hour break thats wussup i hope my boo picks me up today aww he was so sick last nite poor booboo i went to see him and brought him some pills that i hope made him better and i made him better in my own little special way lol i have off tomorrow *jumps forjoy* im helping myself budget each and every paycheck since no one else wants to help budget :( and i do an ok job the only thing wrong with that is that im very giving. like od. every paycheck i;ve givin money to someone else or bouvght someone something. like next paycheck i plan to buy my babe a jacket buy my brother a bracelet and give my mom twenty bucks. i know. odee. btu whatever trevor.. =\ o man tomorow no school no work SLEEEEEP and lounging around the house for hours with warmth tinky chloe and computer and maybe my baby? maybe after his work? hopefully.... anyways hmm not much else on mind just feening to get the F U C K outta here asap.... soon enough? paice! 1 comment|post comment

sicky sicky? [18 Feb 2007|05:58pm] [ mood | energetic ] aww imma go see my baby cuz hes sicky my pooor booboo i love him and i added a ne video to my myspace LOL blabla peace! my gum is btter =] post comment

eggdropitlikeitshot! [17 Feb 2007|09:45pm] [ mood | jubilant ] so... ikm here trying my best to eat an eggroll fukin gum thingy and waiting for my booboobabyhubbiecutiepiehoneypoo to prepare the gg drop soup dinner for us as a matter of fact he just came in here and told me "dinner is perfectly served" *sigh* this is neverending til later <3 2 comments|post comment

5 years later... [17 Feb 2007|04:10am] [ mood | tired ] [ music | computer hummmmm ] madd fucking long. OD.... but whatever ihate the fact that i have to go to work in a few hours. i have to wake up at 830ish. imma get like 4 hours?? eh i guess i'll have some coffee or whatever but at least i get out early. there i go little miss optimistic when she wants to be. my gum is ODing so today "dear diary" ;) not much has happened since our last encounter. only the fact that... -i graduated high school -began college -job -i've met the love of my life <3 not much right? ;) this year [well not THIS year but 2006] has had to be the most impacting year of my life. i think its the first YEAR of the rest of my life. and im quite thankful for that his name is victor roman and the rest is history <3333 k well i'll spare you and i'll spare me iwth the details but as for today was quite good hmmm o man i slept at my babys house MADDD AMAZINGLY GOOD yo me and him together thats it its a fuckin wrap. got so much endless love for him. we slept for like 8 hours straight lol madd fucking cute i love it. ugh it so amazing sleeping relaxing sexing eating laying walking joking etcetcetcetec with my baby ... the list goes on and on and on but backto my day after that went to get my roots done YESSS! and after that came home to find my prince charming on my bed aww he ficxed my room my baby and we chilled ate soup that he broought me<3 umm then played sims which went a bit slow today and then *blanks out* o yeah then we got on the comp looked at shit and more shit and then we played mario kart.......... mind you i beat this kid a gazillionnnnnnnnn times in mario kart and he "beats me" once and gets mmadd gassed lol o man i love him <333 o and i didnt bust my ass lol yea ok o dont anna talk about that lmao' but anywhooo imma just wrap this one up early NIGGAAA ccuz yea i should do my slef a favor and take advantage of those 4 itty bitty hours <3 3 comments|post comment

<3 [29 Nov 2005|08:55am] [ mood | annoyed ] wutup wtvrrrrr post comment

[21 Jul 2005|01:05am] k so im here but wtf?????????? is it mine? hmmmm? post comment

[12 Jun 2005|03:40am] JOURNAL UNDER CONSTRUCTION post comment

[20 May 2005|07:22pm] [ mood | bored ] ( just one ridiculous survey ) 1 comment|post comment

[07 Apr 2005|08:19pm] [ mood | bored ] hey if you have a livejournal community you'd like me to make pretty please comment this post <3 13 comments|post comment

[04 Apr 2005|12:57am] [ mood | sleepy ] taken from ana <3 Advanced Global Personality Test Results Extraversion |||||||||||||||| 63% Stability |||||| 30% Orderliness |||||||||||| 43% Empathy |||||| 30% Interdependence |||||||||| 36% Intellectual |||||||||||| 50% Mystical |||||||||||||||| 70% Artistic |||||||||||| 43% Religious |||||||||| 36% Hedonism |||||||||||||||| 63% Materialism |||||||||||| 50% Narcissism |||||||||||||||||||| 90% Adventurousness |||||||||||||||| 63% Work ethic |||||||||||| 43% Self absorbed |||||||||||||||| 70% Conflict seeking |||||||||| 36% Need to dominate |||||||||||||||| 70% Romantic |||||||||||| 50% Avoidant |||||||||| 36% Anti-authority |||||||||||||||| 63% Wealth |||||||||| 36% Dependency |||||||||||| 43% Change averse |||||||||| 36% Cautiousness |||||||||||||| 56% Individuality |||||||||||||||| 63% Sexuality |||||||||||| 50% Peter pan complex |||||||||||||||||| 76% Physical security |||||||||||| 50% Food indulgent |||||||||||| 50% Histrionic |||||||||| 36% Paranoia |||||||||||||||||| 76% Vanity |||||||||||||||||||| 90% Hypersensitivity |||||||||||||||||||| 90% Female cliche |||||||||||||||||| 76% </font> well thats not good 2 comments|post comment

New Layout & Friends Cut [20 Mar 2005|01:15pm] new layout <3 i'm doing a FRIENDS CUT because my journal will be FRIENDS ONLY very soon. comment if you wish to remain <3 32 comments|post comment

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